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Last Blog About You

I almost had you, but I guess that doesn't cut it. Almost loved you, I almost wished you would've loved me, too. SIKE. I'm so over it. I love you, I forgive you, please forgive me. But you know I still got your back like chiroprac-tic. I now understand why you do the things you do, say the things you say, react the way you react. You have a heart of stone that I don't have the ability to soften. I'm praying for you. I wish you'd just let go of all that burdens you. You don't know how amazing it will feel to just let go of everything. The day that you do though, you owe me dinner and a movie. Let's just leave it at that. Peace out for now, homie.

Let Go, Let God

I can see clearly now the rain is gone. You are truly amazing. Thank You Thank You Thank You x infinity.

my name's black mamba and i'm the fucking shit. and i will never ever let anything bother me ever again. i shall cease expecting, and i got everything and beyond. yay me nigga. i keep telling myself that, but right now, i'm pretty fucking sure i mean it. i'm on to bigger and better things. niggas ain't shit. i'm currently looking for the ingredients to my cake, and fuck you, i will eat it, too.

Please don't think I don't care, because I do. I care a lot, actually. I really really do.

Story Of My Life

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Songs I Wish Were Written About Me

In random order:

Naked- Marques Houston
Favorite Girl- Marques Houston
Untitled (How Does It Feel)- D'Angelo
Brown Sugar- D'Angelo
Ain't No Way- Chris Brown
Yo (Excuse Me Miss)- Chris Brown
Miss Fat Booty- Mos Def
The Panties- Mos Def
So Into You- Fabolous
Bed- J. Holiday
Suffocate- J. Holiday
Rockin That Shit- The Dream
Shawty Is The Shit- The Dream
If I Was Your Man- Joe
You- Lloyd
Bonita Applebum- TCQ
Dick Pleaser- Lil' Wayne
Vivrant Thing- Q-Tip
Never Been In Love- Talib Kweli
I Wish You Were Here- Incubus
Alison- Elvis Costello
Lay Lady Lay- Bob Dylan
Make You Feel My Love- Bob Dylan
Gorgeous- Pacific Division
Nasty Girl- Biggie
Step To My Girl- Souls of Mischief
That Girl- Pharrell
Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic- The Police
So Anxious- Ginuwine
I Could Die For You- Red Hot Chili Peppers
Lost Without U- Robin Thicke
Maggie- Rod Stewart
Birthday Girl- The Roots
Addiction- Ryan Leslie
Valentine- Ryan Leslie
Diamond Girl- Ryan Leslie
You Send Me- Sam Cooke
You Are The Sunshine of My Life- Stevie Wonder
All I Do- Stevie Wonder
Closer- Slum Village
I'm Sprung- T-Pain
Hot Thing- Talib Kweli
Girl, You'll Be A Woman Soon- Urge Overkill
You Already Know- 112
Open Your Eyes- Bobby Caldwell
Ice Cream- Wu-Tang Clan
She's A Lady- FTSK
You Don't Know Me- Ray Charles
Killer Queen- QUEEN
She Will Be Loved- Maroon 5
Remember The Times- NaS


Okay, I'm a loser, but this is just a snippet of a neverending list. LMAO.

The Catcher In The Rye by J.D. Salinger

'I don't even know what I was running for - I guess I just felt like it.'

Right As Rain- Adele

But at least when you're at your worst, you know how to feel things.

“Cease expecting, and you have all things.”

I'M PATHETIC

I know I deserve better, but I do not care. I'd rather be used and abused by you than wined and dined by anyone else.

LG Fuad- Motion City Soundtrack

if memory serves, i'm addicted to words, and they're useless in this department.

WOW

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FUCK IT

you're not like the rest. let your guards down & i'm gonna make you say you love me. run for the fucking hills, nigga, cuz i got you on DECK and ima have you pussy whipped before you can even say blueberry pie, BITCH! <3

i'm so stylish, so bossy, it'd be a shame to say you lost me!

don't know what you take me for, but your game was lame from the door. matter fact, don't react, just relax, ima fall back.

Hmm...

First taste of heartbreak, and I'm pretty disappointed because I thought it would suck major, but it really isn't that bad. This shit is fun. All you niggas pale in comparison to Holden Caulfield. I'm sorry. You just can't hold me down. PSYCHO FAGGOT ASS NIGGA. FUCK YOU. WHOOHOOO. YAY I GET TO FUCK MAAAAD NIGGAS AGAIN. QUEEN V IS BACK AND BACK WITH A MOTHAFUCKING VENGEANCE. RUN FOR THE MOTHERFUCKING HILLS BITCHES! I WILL ALWAYS BE A CYNDY LAUPER BITCH CUZ GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN. FUCK YOU.

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned NIGGA. OK PEACE OUT AND SUCK IT EASY.

Boy I know you want me
I can see it in your eyes
But you keep on frontin'
Won't you say what's on your mind
Cause each and every time you near me
You give me signs
But when I ask you what's the deal
You hold it all inside
If you wanna be with me
You gotta keep it real
Tell me what's goin' on
Tell me how you feel
Cause boy I know you want me
Just as much as I want you
So come and get my love
It's all here for you

Note To Self

Pray Unceasingly <3

Keepin' My Mothafuckin' Guard Up.

Just Friends- Amy Winehouse

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Déjà vu

i love God, i love my family, i love my friends with all of my heart and soul. everything i have is what i have to give to you. i'm all yours.

Make My Day- Common

Damn, time is just fucking flying. Since when has it been late January?! OMG. This is scaring me. But yeah, anywho, mad shit has been poppin off in my life lately. Well, not mad shit, but one big shit that makes it seem like lots of shit. It's just so much fucking fun. Recently, I've been realizing that ANYTHING is possible. I never expected anything like this to be happening to me. God just has the best sense of humor evarrr. I'm feeling pretty amazing, even though I've got the illest cold I've experienced in my life. I LOVE life. I LOVE God. I LOVE my family. I LOVE my friends. Thank YOU so so so so so so much. I've got everything I need and more, and I'm genuinely happy, as usual. Shit happens for the best, ALWAYS. With that in mind, everything is all goooood.

'Give it some time, and all of this will just be a funny story to tell during dinner at Red Lobster.'

THIS IS JUST FUCKING GREAT

what the fuck did i get myself into this time. eh fuck it, im always doing some dumb shit anyway. i got this.

NIGGAS AIN'T SHIT.

"Everything that happens once can never happen again. But everything that happens twice will surely happen a third time."

MOTHERFUCKER

I'm not a strong believer in karma, but shit, she is being the biggest bitch to me right now. Now I know what I put you through, cuz some motherfucker is doin the same shit to me. I am so fucking sorry. This shit ain't pleasant. I am so fucking sorry x infinity. You know I'm gonna keep doing what I'm doing though anyway, considering the fact I am a selfish cunt. Thanks for understanding anyway.